This is gonna hurt, this is gonna hurt like hell
This is gonna damn near kill me, sometimes the truth ain't easy
I know that you’re scared of telling me something
I don’t wanna hear, but baby believe that
I’m not leaving, you couldn’t give me one good reason
Love don’t run, love don’t hide
It won't turn away or back down from a fight
Baby I’m right here and I ain't going anywhere
Love’s too tough it wont give up no not on us
Baby Love don’t run
Let’s lay it on the line, I don’t care if it takes all night.

This is real life. Things hurt. Bad. Sometimes, the inner ache is too much to bear. And I know I'm gonna sound like a stupid teenager here, but people don't get it. People don't get the hurt that keeps me up night after night. People don't understand why I haven't bailed yet. People don't get why I care so much. But you know what, it's not fair. I can't help that I care so much. Sometimes I wish I didn't. It hurts so much sometimes. It doesn't make sense why I'm not able to adopt yet only because the law says I can't. Do they realize that I'm crazy? That I would literally sacrifice it all-school, money, car, everything. UUUGGGHHH!!! I can't stop thinking about it and it hurts like hell. 

What are you gonna say to God
When all you do is pray to God
To take the thorn away?
And all you hear him say is 

My grace is sufficient

Eh, welcome to life. It's unfair and a pain sometimes but it goes on.

The end...