another part

you're so different than you used to be. what changed? did i change? did you change? Nah, i just moved on and i don't really need you anymore. sorry to be blunt, but you kinda screwed me over. it's kinda like the kid who begs and begs for the animal cracker but once he gets it, it's still not what he wanted. you were the reason for so much hurt and even now some. you're always there. i can't get one without the other and that's a little much. you can only say so little things that even those have lost meaning. you know my secrets and my pains but i wish it weren't so. you don't deserve to have that. i think that's what gets at me the most. very few people have been that close and it was not preserved, it was not treasured. it was abused, it was neglected, it was thrown away. there's no need to dwell on it though, tis in the past right? it's time to put it all behind and move on...without you. and there's nothing wrong with that. people come in and out of lives each and every day. i firmly believe that we weren't meant to be friends with everyone forever.